tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87848439665138311352024-03-21T11:35:53.476-07:00JUST BRE▲THE ∞✌" they always knew they'd never grow old, sometimes the body is weaker than the soul. "Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13382406498343935486noreply@blogger.comBlogger39125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8784843966513831135.post-17748302356488424052013-12-10T05:25:00.003-08:002013-12-10T05:26:11.342-08:005am blogging to milerz.<div style="text-align: center;">
<i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">(backstory: its 5am & I havent gone to sleep yet -- so for me its still Dec </span></i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">❅</span><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> 9th)</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">today marks a cf milestone for me. I dont really know what it is about today butttt this morning I woke up & just decided that I am fighting back against my cf & I'm not going down without a fight. right now I am getting ready for bed, but I've been in the best mood for the most part of today. its like I just decided that I'm fighting back & my body responded. I requested to be on a high-flow nose cannula last night before bed & only made it til mid day wearing it. it helped clear out my nose (sinus issues are starting), but my o2 was only at like 86 on that.. so I took myself off & just turned up my regular nose cannula to 4liters & my o2 bumped up to like 93. that should be the opposite right? thats what I thought too. the high-flow is supposed to force your lungs open & I just felt like I was doing it wrong. they keep telling me that theres no way to "do it wrong," but I just felt like I was taking these deep breaths the whole time. & it was making my heart pound from what I think was over-working it. I just didnt feel confident in myself to breathe on it.. if that makes sense?</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">so up until today, I've basically been a zombie. existing, responding, & functioning but just emotionless. I havent been wanting visitors. cuz I've just been sitting here like duhhhhhhhhhhhhh. no cares. no thoughts. no nothing. I was just trying to chalk it up to my high bloodsugars. so I'm diabetic, right? & since I'm on steroid bursts & there's also dextrose (sugar) in my antibiotics, my bloodsugars have literally been 200s -- 300s -- 400s the ENTIRE time that I've been here.. which is like a week & a half. my eyesight is soo wonky, I cant see anything in the distance. so I have to realllly squint. but up close? things are clear! once again, I'm trying to just believe that its due to said high bloodsugars. idk.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">this visit is a weird one. I've never experienced anything like it & everytime I come in, its something new or different. my body just doesnt respond to my antibiotics like they used to. when I was first admitted for my cf, I would leave here & not have to cough for literally a week! but thats long gone. when I leave now, it barely feels like a "tune up." its just like stabilizing it for what it can do. I definitely need to get into gear more for my pre testing for transplant.. because I'm almost done w it! I literally only have 3 more to do. I had one done today -- heart echo. & next will be the right heart cath. which I heard will be a catheter through my leg & I will be put out for it. thankgawd.</span></i><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">so I know its been awhile since I blogged last, but I was inspired by my brother to blog it all out :) so yeah!</span></i><br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13382406498343935486noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8784843966513831135.post-15116815956843228422013-11-10T23:05:00.002-08:002013-11-10T23:05:31.473-08:00i've got a secret....<i><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">....but ii cant && wont tell! ..yet ;)</span></span></i><br />
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<i><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">soo. apart from my new style of typing, i'm pushing myself to do more treatments during the day. which is new for me. shouldnt be, sad ii know, but it is. deal w it :)</span></span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">anyways, i'm trying for 3x a day. vest + cayston 3x a day, that is. pulmozyme once still (even though my dr said it can be done twice .. ii would be ordering it all the damn time if ii did that). && hts twice still. i'm hoping that it will increase my lung function to a number that will be "comfortable" enough for me on a daily basis. i'm so uncomfortable right now && all i'm doing is sitting here. typing.</span></span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ii did just attempt to tidy up my room, however. it really raised my heart rate && ii barely did much. picked up trash, rearranged some stuff, rearranged kitty's food/water, put clothes away, etc.</span></span></i><br />
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<i><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">so i've started something today. on tumblr, insta, && twitta! its called the ddlovato project && ii edited all of the pics && thought of all of the quotes. ii got the idea just from following <a class="g-profile" href="https://plus.google.com/117470186211775300612" target="_blank">+Demi Lovato</a>'s life w battling self-image issues/cutting patterns. she's so strong && i'm obsessed w her! i'll post the pic ii posted earlier:</span></span></i><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">soo lastnight michael took me on a date night && we went out to see TH0R2! it was UHmazing!!!! he's just so hawt. && then we ate at red robin :) it felt so nice to just have a legal beer w dinner. yumm.</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>good wishes. good vibes. good thoughts. && so it is.</i></span></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>xx </i></span></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13382406498343935486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8784843966513831135.post-15422582682692889012013-10-28T09:02:00.000-07:002013-10-28T09:03:42.570-07:00hospital admission #917365478468461764816416819<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhrPBncczCKY5URIMvv5Lp0Rf43FArS77wkppo7O3YeotvLxIireIoNJsflj_DYHgm9xVaxI3SeQ-yr2escnTm-YmukFtDzba_09QuRFws58eNsF5_Fap-9A319XplQB5w06DRVBcP9W6en/s1600/dd2e5ad83b1411e3882c22000a9e06a8_8.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhrPBncczCKY5URIMvv5Lp0Rf43FArS77wkppo7O3YeotvLxIireIoNJsflj_DYHgm9xVaxI3SeQ-yr2escnTm-YmukFtDzba_09QuRFws58eNsF5_Fap-9A319XplQB5w06DRVBcP9W6en/s1600/dd2e5ad83b1411e3882c22000a9e06a8_8.jpg" height="320" width="320" /></a><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">yepp, I'm in the hospital <b>again</b>. I've been here about a week now && was already debating coming in a few days prior, but what really sent me in was that I was puking/coughing up plugs of mucus w straight blood. there was no green whatsoever, just redness. what the really weird thing was? was that I wasnt worried or scared by it. it was just happening && I just sat there like.. huh. my boyfriend was the one who was like "ohk, you need to call someone NOW." so we went into the ER at like 3am && didnt get into a normal room until 9am.</span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">its been a hard week. I havent been able to eat that much && when I do, I usually cant keep it down.. I'm on 3different antibiotics (plus one for shingles) && it really takes a toll on my body. they always make me nauseous && the med they're giving me for my nausea, knocks me out 3x a day soo all I do is sleep. which would be fine, but I'm also a diabetic remember, so I have to wake up to check my bloodsugar n stuff.</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">but anyways, Michael is here now && staying w me a couple nights. which makes me soo happy! he's sleeping && I'm blogging. suh cute ;)</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">first up, mistakes. <b>no one has the right to judge me</b>. my mistakes have included a lot of health concerning stuff.. like: not always taking my daily meds, not doing my morning treatment, not going outside to take a walk, not giving into advice w health benefiting techniques, not always brushing my teeth, keeping my bloodsugars way too high, staying up way too late, trapping myself in my bedroom all day, not taking insulin as directed, letting my nose/almost polyps situation get out of hand, not being proactive w transplant testing, && finally (&& possibly most importantly), not fixing my mindset on how all of this is effecting me && my mental state. </span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">to my family&&friends reading this right now, keep in mind that all of these mistakes I've listed run thru my mind all damn day. I think about every single one all the time && they never slip my mind for one second. I really wanted to work on them from the very beginning, but the reality of my situation, that I call <b>my</b> life, brings me down more than it uplifts me. && so I lack motivation&&dedication to fix any of the things that I originally would want to prevent. xx</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>next? changes. admitting my mistakes is one of the first steps toward making my changes in life && health. I've already made some changes in the right direction on my own. I've started brushing my teeth everynight (not good enough, I know), been lowering my bloodsugars a bit, making myself do my night treatment no matter the time to actually get a treatment in for the day, backing off on the nose/polyps situation, && lastly - working on changing my attitude towards how things are going for me right now && trying to not let anyone effect my mood/how I act/what I do w myself.</i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>just finished up my treatment w cayston. I'm a little late w it cuz it was my first dose this month && as y'all know, its the 13th.. it feels like I havent done it in soo long. months fly by when you think back.. but when I look back at this, its different. && my meds usually arent like that. typically it always feels like I'm taking some pills or doing a treatment && so it comes to that time && you're like "ugh! I literally <b>just</b> did this.. didnt I?" </i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>I just want to give a shoutout to the 4 most important ladyfriends in my life right now :)</i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><br />Morgan && Hayley are cysters of mine && I can literally talk to them about anything! I've gotten close w both very recently && us CF'rs can just click instantly over the aspect of CF alone. but since we go thru pretty much the same crap all day, everyday we connect on a really close level :)</i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>Courtney && Jessica are both very important girls to me. they dont exactly know what I go thru w my CF on a personal level, but they try the best that they can. && they're always there for me making sure I know :)</i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">&& secondly, its <span style="color: orange;">vlogtober</span>! I actually just found out what vlogtober was yesterday && I had never heard of it before. but I think its really fitting, because this is the first year I've even started to vlog. it was just meant to be ;)</span></i></span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13382406498343935486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8784843966513831135.post-76176601880261540172013-09-23T21:14:00.003-07:002013-09-23T21:14:38.277-07:00remember me?<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>for those of you who have read my blog before, or for who read it regularly (thankyou, btw), I am no longer sticking to the 'blogging every thursday' criteria. as you know, I've been getting bad w sticking to that due to me just plain forgetting.. so I will still update regularly, just not every thursday. && not even a specific day of the week anymore, just whenever my flittering heart feels the urge :)</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>-- got out of the hospital w only 1week of antibiotics under my belt</i></span></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>-- I have my primary care dr appt in 3days</i></span></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>-- finished my pap-smear</i></span></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>-- been doing okay on my new med doses (anxiety)</i></span></span><br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13382406498343935486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8784843966513831135.post-7866115131710484372013-09-15T19:13:00.000-07:002013-09-15T19:13:33.725-07:00Quick Update.<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>well I'm in the hospital again && I've been here a week. but I'm about to get out! && not only will I be going home, but without homeIVs :) no need</i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I know its almost been 3weeks but I just got my resources back!</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">so since my last blog entry.. I got out of the hospital, turned 21, went to see <a class="g-profile" href="https://plus.google.com/102467684150504816942" target="_blank">+Taylor Swift</a> in concert, && am having more panic attacks lately. YAY</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>I woke up this morning && had to make a tough decision for me.. I decided to stay in the hospital && work on continuing to get better. so its a good thing, but hard nonetheless. I've never had reservations about going home before. yes, theres been times where I lied about how I felt just so I could go home. but I cannot afford to do that anymore. I had to be honest w myself && I was honestly scared. this morning I could just see new smoke over the hills && my mom told me that there was a new fire in idaho. yay.</i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">omg! so I had to get reaccessed tonight && the guys hand freakin slipped && it yanked the needle out all wrong, sending me to a breakdown. I mean obviously he didnt mean to, but I requested someone else to finish the job. I was so pissed&&hurt.</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I'm waiting on an RT to start my night treatment. && for my mama to get off work.</span></i></span><br />
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<i><br /></i>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13382406498343935486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8784843966513831135.post-340858905969383972013-07-21T04:53:00.001-07:002013-07-21T04:58:20.035-07:00freakin A! that's freakin.<span style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">oh hey, <span style="font-size: small;">got some really basic news<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">: missed thursdays blog AGA<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">IN<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">....</span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-size: small;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">well I'm on my 3rd week straight of IV antibiotics<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> && I'm not gonna <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">sugar-coat <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">this</span>..</span> IT SUCKS. I had an appt w my CF dr last monday && the good news was <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">that</span> I gained w<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">eight (120lbs)<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">.</span> bad ne<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ws<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">?</span> he tacked <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">on an extra week of IVs. <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">the rea<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">son being<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">:</span> my breathing tests were basically the same as when I first got admitted<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">,</span> which <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">is obviously not good<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">,</span></span> && that was after being on IVs <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">for 2weeks like normal! I kind of expected it because I had missed a couple doses once I took it all home.. the schedule was way too early for me so I would sleep thru my alarms. I can literally sleep thru most anything. anyways, my whole schedule got really messed up && <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">kept getting pushed back n back && now they<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">'re fine beca<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">use they're more catered to my <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">kind<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> of sleep-schedule. this <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">monday shall be the 3week mark && I'm reallllllly hoping to finally be done! shower<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s are <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">one of the hardest parts about being hooke<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">d up.. but <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">not the hardest. the hardest is <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">occasionally</span> missing holidays && events (aka my nephews 1st birthday party today). I was so crushed that I broke down crying over my CF. I'v<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">e never <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">not</span> hated my CF, <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">but I absolutely loath it when it comes to things like this. I know that he's only a baben && wont even remember this party, but still.. it matter<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s</span> to me! && I wa<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s really looking forward to seeing all of my family too. I havent been able to see them lately<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> && miss them a lot<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">..</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-size: small;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">never had my port accessed for th<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">is long before soo its especially itchy && annoying right meow. I just wanna p<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ull it out myself! but wont.</span></span></span> doesnt help that my arms are extremely itchy all. the. time. && look like they have an allergic reaction going on, which they dont. its just that it started out as a couple little scratche<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s from my kitty &&they got so itchy that I acc<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">identally scratched em open whilst in the process of curing the itch && now its a never-ending cycle <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">:(</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-size: small;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">speaking of more rain for th<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">is parade, I think my arthritis is kicking in finally. whenever I bend <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">down or squat, putting all my weight onto my knees, they hurt w extreme pain. the<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> only thing I can think of is my arthritis. after I <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">noticed th<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">at, <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I thought my wrists might have been starting up too (wrists<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">, fingers, ankles, shoulders, && knees are the typical spots)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="color: purple;">.</span> <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: purple;">but
I cant really rely on that because once I notice a little something,
then I think its happening everywhere. my brain is a very powerful
thangg for me && I have not found a way to even come close to
beating it. it likes to play many a games/tricks on me all day long....
speaking of which, I really need to see an eye dr! I've been seeing
things more often lately. like things in my peripherals that arent
there, or materials moving (when in reality they shouldnt be).</span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-size: small;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I have my first set of appts, towar<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ds gettin<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">g listed, this week! 3 CTscans<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> are <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">set<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">-up for the 24th && the dreaded pap-smear on the 25th. weee.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><span style="font-size: small;"><i> </i><i><br /></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-size: small;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">SO</span> I initially start<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ed t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">his blog entry around <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">10pm-ish saturday night && it is now <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">5</span>am sunday morning. got distracted w dinner<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">, baked cupcake<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s, && spe<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">nt some quality time w the boyf. he works soo much that we hardly ge<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">t to see eachother really. makes me sad.. but I know he work<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s so hard to support us. && for that, I am grateful! well I can start to feel my sleep-aid kicking in finally so <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I will bid thee adieu.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple; font-size: small;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">good wishes. good vibes. <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">good thoug<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">hts. && so it is.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple; font-size: small;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">xx </span></span> </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i>moving onto something easier to talk about - art journaling. I did it once for art in highschool && this lady from my hospital offered it to me again the day I got discharged. I'm a creative type && looove art && journaling, so its pretty much the best of both worlds :)</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i>&&&& back to phones.. I (long story short) accidentally changed my phone #.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="color: #cc0000;">NetFlix</span> recommendations: New Girl</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><br /></i></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13382406498343935486noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8784843966513831135.post-54536100369673520332013-07-06T13:24:00.001-07:002013-07-06T13:24:51.776-07:00hospital // moods // appts.<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!</span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I dont know why I forg<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">et so easily to blog! I knew I wasnt <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">going t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">o make the t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">hursday deadline, so I was planning <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">on doing it yesterday && wouldnt ya know it.. I forgot.. AGAIN.</span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>so the reason why I knew I wasnt going to make <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">the thursday mark, was beca<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">use I had planned&&worked all <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">thursday</span> on a <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">video project for my <a href="http://www.youtube.com/user/plhf22" target="_blank" wrc-processed="true">YouTube channel</a><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':94,'weight':100},'flags':{'news':1},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130705193327'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span>. its one of those flashcard story vids<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> telling my story w CF<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. its only a 6min video, but it took<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> me all day w planning on what <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">to say, how long to hold up each card, check t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">o make sure the writing wouldnt turn out backwards (that took me way longer than necessary to find out..), choose t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">he right <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">themed music, etc. <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">well I c<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ould tell you al<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">l about it, or I could just show you. so here it is!</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7aQ8hRdEzJFnA-8uwfl9pnvFh0LkAQ9o6iA8GhhNlX2gm9rIuOVAT1OE9ca9QqGopS05t-HgXph8PmVLnXoBg4sw-LRm4GguHVAzPTAKiCzPVWL3P5uo46z9rP809jVgHVqgOTewL_6t-/s1600/285bda26e38611e2bdb622000a1f9860_7.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" wrc-processed="true"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7aQ8hRdEzJFnA-8uwfl9pnvFh0LkAQ9o6iA8GhhNlX2gm9rIuOVAT1OE9ca9QqGopS05t-HgXph8PmVLnXoBg4sw-LRm4GguHVAzPTAKiCzPVWL3P5uo46z9rP809jVgHVqgOTewL_6t-/s1600/285bda26e38611e2bdb622000a1f9860_7.jpg" height="320" width="320" /></a><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">a<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">lright so I am currently in the hospital (boo)<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> && my mood is turrrrrible! I am so irritable at EVERYTHING. I wish I could <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">blame it on an IV med or a steroid, but its not. its just me && <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I hate it. maybe its just the n<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">urses that are driving me nuts, but azsxdcfvghjbjklm....</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglkWKJicwFR23I6EyQwcs2Oqm9Ki-X1goW3v83lVbOi00o5rTob01MNzXYMFp8knCg5UUm4NQhs7QJgkmrSfHGGfw65z0bVXgdsFSxj7EWOUBeHqSv87T67tufrnnInxF1RVMi-dtvyHry/s1600/4734fb42e5f911e2b7ab22000a1f90e7_7.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;" wrc-processed="true"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglkWKJicwFR23I6EyQwcs2Oqm9Ki-X1goW3v83lVbOi00o5rTob01MNzXYMFp8knCg5UUm4NQhs7QJgkmrSfHGGfw65z0bVXgdsFSxj7EWOUBeHqSv87T67tufrnnInxF1RVMi-dtvyHry/s1600/4734fb42e5f911e2b7ab22000a1f90e7_7.jpg" height="320" width="320" /></a><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">but I do get out in 2days which is good! yet bad. I've only been in here 6days (on monday) <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">out of 2weeks.. my insurance <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">su<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">cks. they kick <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">me outta here when I'm "too healthy" to be in. its usually 9days of getting to be in here, but I <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">came in just before my CF was getting bad.<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> like I could feel it creepin in, so I didnt want to feel its full strength && thought I was doing something good by getting ah<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ead o<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">f it this time.. I'll still cont<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">inue the regimen at home<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">, or Mic<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">hael will actually, <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">but still. I'd so rather just do it all here. less stress. less worry. less forgetfulness. I just dont understand how I'm "too healthy" when I'm trying to get a double lung transplant! so whats that supposed to<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> even mean then?? me fev1 <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">just before I got admitted was 32%, the lowest its <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ever been <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">outside of the hospital<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">last time it wa<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s checked, it was 37%. doesnt sound like much <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">of a difference (to a healthy person), but to me thats a lot! the highest I've ever seen<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> fo<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">r <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">any of my<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> pfts was</span></span> 42%..</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ugh <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">&& my hands are itching so bad right now that I want to r<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ip my skin off!!!!</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">but enough w the negative, my sister&&niece stopped by lastnight to c<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">heer me up since<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> I've been irritable&&down lately. they brought me goodies n <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">l</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", 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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">NetFlix</span> <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">recommendations</span>: 90210<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> &&</span> Bully<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">good <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">thought</span>s. good <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">wishes</span>. good <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">vibe</span>s. && so it is.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">xx</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13382406498343935486noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8784843966513831135.post-10469953806862757652013-06-24T21:28:00.002-07:002013-06-24T21:30:35.261-07:00Special Edition: Seattle Trip #1 - Part 2<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>today started off even earlier than yesterday.. 645am to be exact! I rolled over this morning to check the time && my alarm went off jus<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">t as I picked it up. literally. our appt was @ 8 so I wanted to give us plenty of time even though we were <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">just a couple of blocks awa<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">y. well, we ended up being there 1min early. go figure. I'm never on time for appts.. but my brother came && stayed <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">w us</span> lastnight so that we all could go to the</span></span></span></i></span></span><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> <span style="color: purple;">appt together<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> && be a lot less scrambling around. so <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">we were rushing to the appt && <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">before long I got winded but kept going because this was the most important appt I've ever had<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> (including when I was diagnosed), in my opinion.</span></span></span></span></span></span></i><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">when we were greeted by the first lady, I was pretty nervous<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">.</span> I just kept thinking of a <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">recent blog post from a fellow cyster of <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">mine && h<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">er experience w <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">pre-lung transplant nurses/dr's<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> scolding her. this la<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">dy was kind of rude in my opinion && yeah she probably had a reason to (I forgot to bring a med list w me), but I still was frea<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">king out on the inside<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> just waiting <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">for it to happen. it never did<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">, the rest of the team were really nice<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> which really eased some of my nerves. <b>some</b>.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">they did a lit<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">tle</span> more initial testing than I wa<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s lead to believe, which was goo<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">d. to me atleast<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. the testing <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">consisted of a 6min walking test<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">, <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">urine, <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">sputum</span>, && blood work</span> (w <b>a lot</b> of viles). they <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">wanted to draw from my port <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">first off but I asked to do it from my arm<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">.</span> thank goodness I changed my mind<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">, much much easier from the port. of course they weighed me<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">, listened to my heart/chest, took my blood pressure/temperature, && looked inside of my mouth&&nose. I talked to <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">2 transplant dr's && a transplant coordinator<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. the coordinator is going to give me a check-list of t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ests</span> <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">that can be done</span> in my city at home<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. once those are all done, I'll have to <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">come</span> back down to seattle to finish the ones that can only be done <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">here. they mad<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">e it sound like there isnt any <span style="color: red;">red flags</span> for <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">me, so far, <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">to <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">prevent me from getting</span> listed && hopefully it stays that way because I could use <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">a break<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">!</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">at one point w<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">hen I was talking to the 2nd transplant dr, he asked me what I wanted out of this transplant. I <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">felt about 5different pairs of eyes on me && <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">got so nervous&&ov<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">erwhelmed that I got really hot, flustered, && almost cried. I just couldnt articulate mysel<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">f. && I didnt want them thinking that <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I was taking a<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ny of this lightly o<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">r that I wouldnt appreciate <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">what a gift these<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> lungs would b<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">e. I think I got my point across okay<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> in the en<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">d<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> though, which is the most important.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13382406498343935486noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8784843966513831135.post-19567070781002704532013-06-23T21:25:00.005-07:002013-06-24T21:31:37.233-07:00Special Edition: Seattle Trip #1 - Part 1<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">oh my goodness.... well our day started off around 7<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">30am && is just now winding down at 830pm. its been a long 13hrs<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">..<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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BUT we had to pick up my brother on the way so that he could get his car<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> from downtown. me + my <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">mom were in one car && my brother<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> + his gf + my nephew were in another<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> (this concluded the group going to seattle). so we get our car (<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">black </span>ford, fusion) && went to the nearest gas station. our first chore was to fill up (as the lady instructed). so we had a few hiccups w trying to find things on the car, like: the gas tank button, the fuel <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">gauge, && the cruise control.</span> <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">once my mom started the pump, the nozzle kept shutting off almost instantly. &&<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> kept <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">at </span>it too. she just kept repeating "is it me<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">? is it too sensitive?" && I'm sure some reading th<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">is are already thinking of the reason.. well we<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">'re women.. && blonde ;) soo anyways<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">! we thought maybe it was just the pump that was sensitive, so we switched. turns out, the next pump did just the same<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> && the next thing we know, the gas w<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">as spe<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">wing out of the tank onto the concrete.. so mom went inside the gas station to ask maybe if he knew anything about ca<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">p</span>-</span>less gas tanks</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><i>, because we though<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">t that was o<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">ur problem. that we were just out of the loop from owners of cap-less gas tank<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"> cars. so I tried on my own && the same thing happened. mom comes back && remembers that regular gas tanks do that when they're full.... LADIES&&GENTS THE TANK<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"> WAS FULL! we hadnt found the <span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">fuel gauge at this time, so we were going off of this weird number on the screen <span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">behind the steering wheel. so we got some snacks<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"> <span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">&& coffe<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">e at the gas station && we were <span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">seattle bound<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">!</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">we stoppe<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">d to eat at denn<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ys a<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">r<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ound 2</span></span></span>. </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>n<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ext road-block, was some actual ro<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ad<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">-block<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> -</span> an hr's wait w<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">orth. on the pass over to seattle, there was some rock blowing-up going on && we think they're trying to widen t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">he roads. wh<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ich I found funny<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">&&ironic. I (&& everyone else waiting<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">) had to pee so bad that w<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">hen we finally were able to get off of an exit w a gas station<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">, there was a big line. didnt last too terribly long but still. a<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">nother wait. I honestly debated just peeing in a cup in the car.. or <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">in the bushes like this elderly lady <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">did..<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">every road trip has some music right? we usually burn cd's for planned trips such as these, but I really didnt think about it. the stations of course went in&&out, but our favorite song of a<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ll time "Here I Go Again" by Whitesnake came on at one point && <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">it was vi<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">deo-worthy<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">.. lets just say that :<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">onc<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">e we actually got into seattle, I made use of my 'Maps' icon/app on my phone && found our way to UWMC (University of Washington Medical Center). there a<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">re so many <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">highways there that its really eas<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">y</span> to get lost without technology! so thank gawd! we dro<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ve all the way up there so that we would k<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">now where to go tomorrow morning<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> for the appt. turns <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">(once we found the right parking garage.. undergrou<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">nd) that its pretty e<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">asy to find. so we went inside && even went to the transplant office. it was closed of course, being a sun<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">day, <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">&&</span> we just wanted to gather our bearings && get a tad bit familiar w <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">its location<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. that <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">place is SO <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">nic<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">e that its gonna suck going back to my own hospital.... but <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">for serious. && <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">just getting t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">o the cafeteria is like a labyrinth<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">! weird I know, you'd think I'd like it ;)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">so the time has come.. this is m<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">y last post til my appt in<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> seatt<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">le<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> on <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">monday!</span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I've been soo stressed the past coup<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">le of days trying to <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">get my insurance to cover some expenses f<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">or our trip</span>, but to no avail<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">basically we<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> cut it too close && didnt have enough time to get everything to<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">gether that we <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">need to in order fo<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">r them to pay for ga<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">$ vouchers<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> && lodging. we definit<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">e<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ly can for nex<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">t appt! but that <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">doesnt help <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">us now.. :/</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>this has be<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">en such a bad week for me. <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I'm act<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ually no<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">t even look<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ing forward to this</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><i> <span style="color: purple;">appt a<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">tm<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">.</span> I<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">honestly</span> cant wait til its over<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">..</span> thats how stressed I am.</span></span></span></span></i></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">so I recently took <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">up crocheting && I've been making a purple infinity scarf for <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">one of my <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">cysters<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. its actually <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">pretty easy now that I got it down && its turning out <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">great <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">:)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">seattle </span>appt in <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">10days<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">..</span> got my iPhone.. <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">think I'm gonna make it to my <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">hospital goal..</span></span></span></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">alright so as you can see abo<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">^</span>e my seattle appt is in just 10days! I still have to call about certain details.. like<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> pretty muc<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">h all of em :/</span></span></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">so I'm planning on gettin<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">g<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> the packet from my mama tomorrow or something!</span></span></span></span></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">&<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">& I finall<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">y got my iPhone!</span></span> also as y<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ou can see from abo<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">^</span>e</span>..</span></span></span></span></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I'm already <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">pretty <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">in-tune</span> to it</span>, l0l. but thats just my generations fault ;)</span></span></span></span></span></i></span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13382406498343935486noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8784843966513831135.post-16723823112837228262013-06-07T11:46:00.002-07:002013-06-07T11:46:58.904-07:00tgif!<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">bollocks.. I hate when I forget to post :(</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I went to the beach yesterday for the first time thi<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s year w<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> my sister</span>&&niece. it was so much fun!</span> but I got a <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">tad bur<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">nt<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">..</span> oh wellll, let the tanning begin ;)</span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">o in my last post I said that I felt like it was borderline hospital time, but I <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">have really bounced back since then. I was actually wheezing then, which I<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">'ve barely ever done.<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> so</span> I've added hts&&cayston to the mix && finally got my pulmozyme<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. so I'm doing cayston 3x a day, hts <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">2x a day, vest 2x a day && pulmozyme at night<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">..</span> cant even recall the last time I had this many treatments in 1day (<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">at home, that is</span>)<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">!</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I'm actually doing my morning treatment right meow, good remind<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">er ;)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I'm <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">trying to stay out of the hospital til July, which is actually my <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">3month mark anyways<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">,</span> but the main reason<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> why I'm working so hard is bec<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ause at the end of Au<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">gust (along w my 21st) is <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">the <a class="g-profile" href="https://plus.google.com/102467684150504816942" target="_blank" wrc-processed="true">+Taylor Swift</a><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':91,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130607005102'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span> </span>concert w my <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">sister<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> -</span> <span style="color: red;">RED TOUR</span> holla! so so excited<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> :)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">alright so <a class="g-profile" href="https://plus.google.com/117470186211775300612" target="_blank" wrc-processed="true">+Demi Lovato</a><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':91,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130607005102'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> is one of my favorite artists. her <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">voice i<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s the most powerful<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">&&</span>talented <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">of any other <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">disney starlet, with<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">out a doubt<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> </span>&& i<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">f you havent already, check out</span> her new album DEMI<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. its UHmazing!</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">my favorites a<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">re:</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<li><span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>Heart Attack</i></span></span></li>
<li><span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>So<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">mething That We're Not</span></i></span></span></li>
<li><span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Nightingale</span></i></span></span></li>
<li><span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Real<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ly Dont Care</span></span></i></span></span></li>
<li><span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Wi<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">thout t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">he Love</span></span></span></span></i></span></span></li>
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">good <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">th<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">o</span>ughts</span>. good <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">wish</span>e<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s. good <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">vibe</span>s. && so it is.</span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13382406498343935486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8784843966513831135.post-87035410104726975912013-05-30T18:41:00.001-07:002013-06-07T11:48:04.727-07:00ch ch ch changes.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghkAtKi-j3NMFHA45Z2KMZrBfk8fd17M_d8kg-egn25fSI1Ecqam_ZSjkl-3ZuCUjVC55di05Xk4JlC3StBHMaHzENP14moHmUOGh0nFe5AEisshzWlyBsNVX_uw7RDoQWPXoUaDZ0x2G2/s1600/f279c424c6a511e2adfe22000a1fbd6c_7.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;" wrc-processed="true"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEghkAtKi-j3NMFHA45Z2KMZrBfk8fd17M_d8kg-egn25fSI1Ecqam_ZSjkl-3ZuCUjVC55di05Xk4JlC3StBHMaHzENP14moHmUOGh0nFe5AEisshzWlyBsNVX_uw7RDoQWPXoUaDZ0x2G2/s1600/f279c424c6a511e2adfe22000a1fbd6c_7.jpg" height="320" width="320" /></a><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':80,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130607130530'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':80,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130607130530'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':80,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130530203416'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">well, I havent made many changes<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> from my last post.. except for the <span style="color: #d5a6bd;">company</span> noti<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">on. I've started speaking u<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">p f<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">or myself <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">when it c<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">omes <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">to</span></span></span> my <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">loneline<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ss. && I've been making more plans <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">w <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">more friends. I never th<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ought I'd be one of those girls who <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">isolates herself <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">w her boyfriend, but things happen. && me n michael have discussed it && its true, I need m<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ore la<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">dyfriends in my life && sh<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ould get out there more. I've always kept myself in th<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">is shell of mine && stayed at hom<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">e. d<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">id in middl<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">e school. did in high school. && even no<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">w, still do<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ing it. I had a brief moment when all of my group of regular friends were all still living ne<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">arby that we'd h<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">angout every single night && go out n do stuff. but that was very brief && I miss it.... I have however reconnected w my friend J Bish </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><span class="st"><span style="color: #d5a6bd;">↑</span> <span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">&& I'm excited to let that friendship blossom :)</span></i></span></span><br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrIUDOoSntIwPVG-u8m5qOcywG342KOVj7IoQEZs1Zi-yDmz7njWPGkbijVmtnuutG-CgF1bGBFl_RWyvLclGq4lNf6rBvbEXB8NbyJjFDd8ssfP-QclLYpBke0SvBkmYTnlErcxtyak2f/s1600/b5ba36f2c82d11e2983d22000a9f199e_7.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" wrc-processed="true"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjrIUDOoSntIwPVG-u8m5qOcywG342KOVj7IoQEZs1Zi-yDmz7njWPGkbijVmtnuutG-CgF1bGBFl_RWyvLclGq4lNf6rBvbEXB8NbyJjFDd8ssfP-QclLYpBke0SvBkmYTnlErcxtyak2f/s1600/b5ba36f2c82d11e2983d22000a9f199e_7.jpg" height="320" width="320" /></a><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':87,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130607134730'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':87,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130607134730'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':87,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130530203416'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span><span class="st"><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">even th<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ough <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I rarely skip trea<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">tments anymore, I've tried to honor <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">a pa<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ct w my cyster April. the pa<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ct is to send a pic to eachother every<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">night of us doing our treatments. keeps us honest && on schedule<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">! I g<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ot<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> the <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">idea f<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">rom a fellow fibro on fb. it <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">sounded like such a g<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ood idea, but I didnt <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">want to post it online evernight + ever since I "tried" taking <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">a hiatus from fb, I wouldnt alway<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">have access <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">to it. my lil hiatus didnt work && didnt even last a week. really pathetic, but I tried.. kind<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> of.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
<span class="st"><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I'm<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> just so sick of that being the<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">e way to look into som<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">eones life. its <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">okay for family/friends o<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ut of town, but for the ones who are r<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">i<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ght here its aggravating. I dont post <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">nearly as <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">much as I used t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">o. I dont really see the poi<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">nt. plus I'm mostly on twitter or instagra<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">m. && it doesnt matter how much you<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">post there, l0l.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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<span class="st"><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I'm kind of feeling like its borderli<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ne hospital time. I ran out of pulmozyme today && I always do this.. I just reordered it today<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. so it wont even be here til tuesday :(</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
<span class="st"><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I'm starting cayston early, as in tomorrow, to try to pick up the s<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">lack. I hate when I do this but I'm just so bad at getting things done. && I hate doing em too. I <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">know something needs to get done && I want to stay on top of things, but I <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">just dont. its so fr<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ustrating to my core.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">so I'm blogging right && kitty just comes up && plops down where<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> e<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ver she feels like, w<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">hich in this ca<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">se was<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> my left a<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">rm. whilst t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">yping. she's so cute. && becoming a mamas girl.. shh ;)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">so I'm gonna leave you w a fact<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">:</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">which is totally totally true.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I dont care what any<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">one else has to say on the matter! :)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">..<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I can feel it. && <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">its very plural<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">: <span style="color: #d5a6bd;">health</span>. <span style="color: #d5a6bd;">life</span>. <span style="color: #d5a6bd;">compan</span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: #d5a6bd;">y</span>.</span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">dont <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">know how many times I've said it <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">already, b<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ut I am with<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">out a do<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ubt the most lazy && inactive CF'r<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. && <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I know it<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> needs to change. right meow. I already have my alarm to go off in exactly 9hrs from now && am starting off w getting up earlier than the ush. every da<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">y. d<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">oesnt matter w<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ha<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">t <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I have <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">planned for the day, its happening.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">one thing that is really motivating me for t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">his dec<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ision, aside from health, is that I missed <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">my<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> niece's first graduation e<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ver from pre-school this morn<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ing. beca<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">use I <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">was sleeping. I had n<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">o idea && sle<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">pt thr<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">u t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">he txt that was supposed to alert me about it. it broke my heart.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">li<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">fe</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">as stat<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ed before, I am very lazy. && I ju<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">st <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">need to stop t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">hat<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">,</span> plain&&simple<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">! basically all I do is sit around <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">on my lapt<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">op.. && I k<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">n<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ow its no good. I've been <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">meaning to go for walks dai<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ly && I <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">was do<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ing okay<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> for a bit righ<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">t whe<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">n I go<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">t out, but of course theres <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">this gap of t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ime ri<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">g<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ht when I get discharged w<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">here I thi<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">nk I'm <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">just invincible. of course thats also when I'm at my best<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">, health-wise, so I feel awesome. but I kn<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ow I need to kick my butt int<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">o gea<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">r always. && not let it catch up w me && take c<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ontrol. I will <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">not let it get the <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">very best of me. I will fight. I will <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">liv<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">e.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">company</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I'v<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">e <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">let a few th<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ings get <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">out of<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> hand when <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">it c<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">omes to the company I keep. whether it be friends or family<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> &&</span> in this cas<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">e, <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">its bot<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">h. pretty much all of my life <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I've felt that mos<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">t of<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> my relationships w people have been one<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">-</span>sided. I give && I give && dont ever feel like I get the same in return<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> (other than Michael</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span 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style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span 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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">good thoughts. good wishes. <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">go<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">od vibes. && so it is.</span></span></span></i></span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13382406498343935486noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8784843966513831135.post-36808635402011772672013-05-16T13:57:00.002-07:002013-05-16T14:02:03.138-07:00great news !<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><i><span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-size: large;">oh my gawd.. I just got off the phone w the pre lung transplant team
again && its official, I HAVE AN APPT ON THE 24TH OF JUNE to go over to seattle && get the<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"> testing done to see <span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">if I can <span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">be listed<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"> </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><i>!</i></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><i><span style="color: purple;">its,
of course, still <span style="color: magenta;">MAY</span> && therefor still <span style="color: white;">#CFawarenessmonth</span>. I
love posting stuff everyday on the matter. I've never known what I
wanted to do w my life before, but now I think I want to be an advocate
for CF. that would be UHmazing. wonder if I could look into that..</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: white;"><i>" If I never had CF, I’d be a little taller, my lungs a little fuller, && my skin less salty.</i></span></div>
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I never had CF, I’d take my sweet time, take it all for granted, be
terrified of doctors, && hate the smell of hospitals.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><i>The
beach would be for tanning && the gym would be for weight loss.
I’d be a little more selfish, have less ambition, less drive,
&& less pride.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><i>I’d probably slack off knowing I've got my whole life to do great things.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><i>I’d hug you less knowing I've got my whole life to hold onto one.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: white;"><i>If I never had CF, I wouldnt be me. "</i></span></div>
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgaGHsKJnhM3VSiuu7-es59S5eRh7jRtLyNgj3JPkDr7QD-cQxm7qyzDUiIAikOrpBO_JfVNvL50v9RpPn9KfZxhrFb5ev5W1Q1SDMZPplqieX_d2TopZG8KDD7neLlT1qZZsjU32tQQhiU/s1600/1498c4e8bcd711e290cd22000a1f90d7_7.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" wrc-processed="true"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgaGHsKJnhM3VSiuu7-es59S5eRh7jRtLyNgj3JPkDr7QD-cQxm7qyzDUiIAikOrpBO_JfVNvL50v9RpPn9KfZxhrFb5ev5W1Q1SDMZPplqieX_d2TopZG8KDD7neLlT1qZZsjU32tQQhiU/s1600/1498c4e8bcd711e290cd22000a1f90d7_7.jpg" height="320" width="320" /></a><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':82,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130516153506'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':82,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130516153506'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':82,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130516153506'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span><span style="color: purple;"><i>for
as much as I hate CF, I appreciate it at the same time. its taught me a
lot about life. && about myself.</i></span><br />
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<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: purple;"><i>CF is ugly&&beautiful.</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: purple;"><i>it makes us feel ugly && look beautiful.</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: purple;"><i>its makes the ugliest
things come out of our bodies, && makes the most beautiful
hearts go in.</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: purple;"><i>our coughs are ugly, our smiles are beautiful.</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: purple;"><i>our
thoughts&&attitudes on life can be ugly, our words can be
beautiful.</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: purple;"><i>our lives are ugly, our stories are beautiful.</i></span></div>
<div style="text-align: right;">
<span style="color: purple;"><i>our pain is
ugly, our strength is beautiful.</i></span></div>
<span style="color: purple;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: purple;"><i><br /></i></span>
<span style="color: purple;"><i></i></span><br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigPCHou16iLsrfDpUtZlLswy8mwj2ZRAGBogZRPGZMrbozxOsFVj-8LieC637um3U-hTMIt-H0CriuFnFF4GS8JVJFPhnyZ-iQ5WHyCxr8l2GOkwmFmHiaPwMaBn03P2gmog91C_U0whS1/s1600/b5bd7282b69d11e2bbd422000a1f9ab2_7.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;" wrc-processed="true"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEigPCHou16iLsrfDpUtZlLswy8mwj2ZRAGBogZRPGZMrbozxOsFVj-8LieC637um3U-hTMIt-H0CriuFnFF4GS8JVJFPhnyZ-iQ5WHyCxr8l2GOkwmFmHiaPwMaBn03P2gmog91C_U0whS1/s1600/b5bd7282b69d11e2bbd422000a1f9ab2_7.jpg" height="320" width="320" /></a><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':82,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130516155346'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':82,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130516155346'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> </span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">well I have just realized that <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I have not annou<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">nced that I <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">got a <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">new kitty! her name is Spice && shes a 1yr old ca<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">lico<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> :)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span>
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">shes soo much better than <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ou<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">r last kitty (wh<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">o ran a<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">way<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">)<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. for one, she actually acts<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">like a ca<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">t.. </span>nice<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">, </span>loving,<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> </span>&& is very chill<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span>
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I love<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> her<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">! but<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> shes a daddys girl. I dont really mind since our last cat haaated michael, <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">so its a nice change<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> of pace.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span>
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span>
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span>
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span>
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span>
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">good <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">thoughts. good <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">vibes. good <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">wish</span>e<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s. && so it <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">is.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">xx</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><i><br /></i>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13382406498343935486noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8784843966513831135.post-21858671700031903252013-05-09T18:56:00.002-07:002013-05-09T18:56:43.689-07:00l ♥ v e<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCgaE7UqE5YjWr4tdo5gxv1eGjF6OTANGja46y7EkH3vmv0Jd7sigsfzCYelwhA6yYIrG-x4iQTiZ_LxUW7rJiX6gwVyJSP-2Kt_QddiKJ_KSsDq65Vz91htn9EIMSdNKc4-4nG4FXhJKZ/s1600/Untitled4.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;" wrc-processed="true"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCgaE7UqE5YjWr4tdo5gxv1eGjF6OTANGja46y7EkH3vmv0Jd7sigsfzCYelwhA6yYIrG-x4iQTiZ_LxUW7rJiX6gwVyJSP-2Kt_QddiKJ_KSsDq65Vz91htn9EIMSdNKc4-4nG4FXhJKZ/s1600/Untitled4.jpg" height="320" width="320" /></a><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':82,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130509204446'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> </span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">well lately I've been <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">receiving</span> a lot of ran<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">dom l<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ove from friend<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s. && its so lovely :)</span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I cant even begin <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">to than<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">k my lov<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ed ones<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">,</span> <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">acquaintances</span>, && ppl I <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">don<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">t e<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ven kn<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ow yet for readi<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ng my posts, blog entrys, viewing my CF pictures</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><i><span style="color: purple;">, && </span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: purple;">sending me t</span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: purple;">heir love && keeping me in t</span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: purple;">heir thoughts</span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: purple;">! its truly </span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="color: purple;">amazing.</span> </span></span></span></span></span></i><span class="st"><span style="color: #d5a6bd;">♥</span> </span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span class="st"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span>
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span class="st"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I dont kn<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ow how more time<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s I'll say<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> it.. but <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I k<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">now I've said it many times befo<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">re, <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">everyday I ask myself w<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">hy d<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">idnt I get more involved in <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">the CF community earlier. honestly, ev<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">er since I've opened up about it, I've <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">received</span> nothing but positivity && encouragement. yes t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">heres been a couple tiff<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s w <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">other CF'rs a<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">bout different lifestyles, outlooks, etc.. but m<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ostly, I<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">'m lovin <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">it.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span class="st"></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span class="st"></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span class="st"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span>
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span class="st"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">speaking of which, if you have been foll<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">owing <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">me then you've seen my posts/pictu<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">res for <span style="color: magenta;">CF <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">a</span>wareness <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">m</span>onth</span>. <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I've been posting a pic everyday on instagram&&facebook (<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">didnt include twitter because of its <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">lame 1<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">4</span>0</span> character<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> limit)<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">to raise awareness<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. I look forward to it every<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> morn<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ing when I wake up && get to inform someone who didnt already know about certain aspect<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">of the disease. I've heard nothing but great feedback.<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> &&<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> I'm always surprised <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">by how many p<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">pl want to <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">learn</span> <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">more about it. makes me happy :)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><i><br /></i><br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3oxsTr2pBR0VVH4-cMMXHfKYJ0RVPg4jhWp0sxwQL9vJuLZH_pMQ5XdPrrOW1rr3La05GivVwDKkyWtySlgsUkp450InC_OFZwnkxCkbLs4xR6lSJqHxSSR676QD1K8gKgYa0KGTegSf0/s1600/222450_295702910540194_229619568_n.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;" wrc-processed="true"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3oxsTr2pBR0VVH4-cMMXHfKYJ0RVPg4jhWp0sxwQL9vJuLZH_pMQ5XdPrrOW1rr3La05GivVwDKkyWtySlgsUkp450InC_OFZwnkxCkbLs4xR6lSJqHxSSR676QD1K8gKgYa0KGTegSf0/s1600/222450_295702910540194_229619568_n.jpg" height="320" width="320" /></a><span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span class="st"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">when it comes to CF<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">, theres decent breathi<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ng da<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ys && th<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">en theres bad breathing days.. today I am borderline. its tough when it gets like this<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> because</span> it makes me wanna be extra lazy<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> && <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">just <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">not<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> do anyt<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">hing th<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">at might put me out of breath. but <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">at<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> the same time, <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">I also wan<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">t to exercise my lungs <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">so that I dont plu<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">m<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">me</span>t. per usual<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. </span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span class="st"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">&& so I <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">just decided <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">that I will do the latter. wa<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">lk time it i<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s.. <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">byeee</span> :)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span class="st"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span>
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span class="st"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span>
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span class="st"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">good thoughts. good vibes. good wishes. && so it is.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>I forgot to blog yesterday :(</i></span></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">but it was suc<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">h a looong, event<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ful day that I ha<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ve an excuse<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">..</span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">yesterday I got back from a girls trip that I took w my mama<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">, sis<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ter, && n<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">i<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ece. we w<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">e<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">nt to <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">seattle for the Woodland <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Pa<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">rk Zoo. I guess I went when I was real little, but I dont reme<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">mber. so to me<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> that was my first time :<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">)</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">we saw soo many animals<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. there we<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">re even ones that I didnt expect in a zoo<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">, like: owls, cows, sheep, goats, chickens, snails, bugs, wolves, elk, && <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">more<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">..</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">so sin<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ce I'm <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">like the only CF'r I k<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">now w<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ho doesnt exercise<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> a whole lot (broken record, I know), yesterdays zoo activity was a lot of walking but I think I did surprisingly we<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ll. I dont recall coughing a whole lo<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">t while walking && my feet didnt even hurt til the very end when walking back to the car. w<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">e were probably there for like 3hrs too !</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">this morning I </span>start<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ed</span> noticing<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> that when I cough stuff up, theres mostly blood in it. not dark, no<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">r clu<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">mps. <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">just light && streaky. I called my dr's office && they told me to just hold o<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ff on my cayston&&pulmozyme until sunday<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. I had to ask the<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">m l<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ike 3times if they were sure about it because those 2 are my only inhaled part<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">s of my treatment. t<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">hey understood && were sure<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">, so <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">the vest will be the only thing to do til then. so odd..</span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></span></i></span></span><br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13382406498343935486noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8784843966513831135.post-39251761937039179652013-04-25T21:42:00.000-07:002013-04-25T21:46:05.880-07:00thursday aka my favorite day of the week!<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">ello lovelies! its thursday && that means aside from <span style="color: white;">#throwbackthursday</span>, you get to hear from me ;)</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">well I had a dr's appt w my CF doctor today. it went well, nothing really about it caused concern. so thats good! && the only thing that changed was that I asked to be put back on advair && hts (hypertonic saline). coming from someone who refused to do hts at home, its shocking && I understand ;) but at least its only 3.5% for now. much tolerable than 7%. bleh.</span></i></span><br />
<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">my fev1 was 37% today && when I'm in the hospital, it goes up to 42%. however, 37 is an improvement for me. so I'm okay w it for the most part. </span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">so ever since my ICU scare back in january, I've considered myself "scared straight" in a way. && no matter how much this disease actually scares me, I like the fact that I think about it differently now. of course its all for the better. I basically had my head in the sand whenever someone outside from my dr's office or myself wanted to talk to me about it. aka my family. I know that we as CF'rs all deny, to an extent, that we actually have this terrible disease. && its understandable, but also very naive. now it just breaks my heart when I hear from fellow CF'rs who dont exactly take care of themselves like they should. mild case or not.. because I was once there && now I see what my family must have felt. theres just so much you can do for someone. you cant physically make them do their meds/treatments, but I try to be there for others as much as I can. especially now that I'm open about it && love connecting w other CF'rs.</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">yesterday I got my 2nd call from the pre lung transplant team at the University of Washington. they called to go over cost for each part of transplant. I didnt even come close to guessing! but these baby steps that are being made towards getting my double lung transplant are scary, yet exciting :) they'll call me back in a couple weeks to set up an actual appt in seattle. this is hugeee. this whole process is feeling so surreal now that its actually going. we havent even come close to doing anything big for it yet, but I'm really excited. to be honest, I never even thought about a transplant before I started connecting w other CF'rs.. from what I've learned about it so far from others, I love that I can have time to sort of mentally prepare. especially w my anxiety issues. I dont know all the details that include getting a lung transplant, but I do know that its not an instant "fix" && that it'll take time to readjust && hard work to keep it up. but after that ICU scare, I dont want to come anywhere close to that again....</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">my insurance is lame. they kick me out of the hospital after 9days now && I have to continue 5days w at-home IVs. I dont particularly like doing them at home because it adds to my anxiety, but so far we've done pretty good. I'm so glad I have someone like michael to help me w everything. he's truly an AMAZING</span></i><span class="st">❤ <i>murse.</i> <span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>&& we've gotten the routine down pretty good && quick. this time, instead of just 2antibiotics, I had 3. one was brand new to me (forget the name). but we had 2pumps && 1push antibiotic. I prefer the port SO much to the PICC lines. && I am so glad that I got one! seriously. took awhile to get used to though. when I'm accessed, it kind of weighs down on my port && after 2weeks of antibiotics I am soo ready to be deaccessed. showering is definitely the best part about being deaccessed! oh && itching again ;)</i></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span class="st"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>back to the whole transplant idea, I would honestly be nowhere w out the support team I have. my family && boyfriend are my rockkk. I got so lucky w them being so supportive && just wanting the best for me, whether that means pushing me to do my treatments/meds or just being active. && I cant thank them enough for all that they do.</i></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span class="st"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>its april 25th soooooooooooooooooooooooo that means just <u>6</u>more days til <span style="color: #a64d79;"><b>#CFawarenessmonth</b></span> !! I've never "celebrated" may as our awareness month before, because I either missed it or just didnt know when it was. so I'm planning on posting a picture every day of the month to help raise awareness. you could say that I'm just a tad excited ;) </i></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span class="st"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>good thoughts. good vibes. good wishes. && so it is.</i></span></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: purple;"><span class="st"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>( PS, shoutout to my sister <a class="g-profile" href="https://plus.google.com/113514280483302419158" target="_blank" wrc-processed="true">+Nicole Dean</a><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':91,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130425224811'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span><span class="wrc13" onmouseout="cancel = false; window.setTimeout(WRCHideContent, 1000); clearTimeout(showTimer);" onmouseover=" var self = this; showTimer = window.setTimeout(function(){WRCShowContent({'rating':{'value':91,'weight':100},'flags':{},'single':true,'ttl':7200,'expireTime':'20130425224811'}, self.className)},600);" style="height: 16px; padding-right: 16px; width: 16px;"></span>, guess what I'm eating atm? nalley chili ! ) </i></span></span></span></div>
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